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☽☽ Jaune Arc - seems legit. ([personal profile] beaconed) wrote2015-03-13 12:01 am

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"Helloooo! You've reached Jaune Arc! If I'm not answering, it means I'm probably off somewhere fighting monsters or... doing something really awesome like saving a cat, or the president's son! You know how it is, a leader's schedule can be really hectic nowadays, ha ha! Just kidding, I'm probably in school, but I'd totally do those things if I ha-- [BEEP]"



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[personal profile] reenacted 2015-10-30 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
That isn't a promise!!!
A promise or nothing man
No heart attacks

[VIDEO!!!]

[personal profile] reenacted 2015-10-30 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
[Well, there's not much to be done for it now. A promise is a promise, and words delivered through faceless response can only do so much. He has to take a couple of breaths--shakier than he wants them to be--to steel himself before he switches the function on the CereVice. Don't cry, Fair.]

Okay, but first things first, what's an orc?

[PRIORITIES. But to be fair, it wouldn't have autocorrected if the device hadn't recognized it as a word.]

[personal profile] reenacted 2015-10-30 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
That'd make two of us.

[The smile is stiffer than it ought to be. It doesn't make any sense, but at least he's not the only one thinking so anymore, and Jaune is more than confirmation that what happened wasn't just a hallucination.

Someone else remembers.]


I'm--

["Okay"? "Fine"? Neither of those sound true, and he certainly doesn't feel fine, even in the context of a white lie. "Breathing" is technically accurate, but doesn't instill much in the way of confidence. And "I keep seeing it happen, over and over again" feels far too melodramatic, and isn't something he really wants to admit aloud, over a CEREVICE of all things, when CERES is at the root of his distrust.]

--here. I don't know how it works.

[Just that it shouldn't.

He pauses again before adding:]
Are you doing okay?

[personal profile] reenacted 2015-10-30 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
[If he were just a fraction more naive, this might be where he offered the "it'll get easier" platitude, or something to its effect, but he knows better. They're insubstantial words that don't even do the job of consolation properly. He's seen enough at Shinra's hands, or in opposition to them.

Difference is, he's always had a shoulder to cry on, or at the very least, stutter at until he finds the way around the proper words with a twisted tongue.

Nothing about this, it seems, has been fair.]


You sure you don't need to talk it out? I hear that helps.

[Which as just as much a way of asking for himself as anything, but if he's the mentor figure here--and he seems to be--it won't do to break down easily when he's supposed to be the pillar or role model or...hero, really.

That is meant for quiet solitude, in a place that's harder for prying, overseeing eyes to find access.]

this is old af i'm sorry

[personal profile] reenacted 2015-12-08 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
I guess.

[It's a flimsy start and a terrible answer. He knows both of these things, and yet, finding a way to articulate it without sounding like he's either lobbying for pity or trying to brush it off entirely is difficult. His heart might as well be sewn out on his sleeve, sure enough, but tact is another thing entirely.]

Didn't feel anything after a while, if that makes it any better?

[Which is also a duh answer, considering the outcome of that whole catastrophe.]

Everyone else was--you were okay, right? Worth it, however it felt, if no one else had to deal with it.

[Even if nothing in that explains just how he's even having this conversation when he should be very, very not present. Still, he's starting to look about as worn as he sounds, and the optimistic sincerity that would usually make such a sentiment easier to swallow by virtue of how ridiculous it sounded has started to fade.]
Edited 2015-12-08 02:56 (UTC)